Whew! Long time Huh ? So , at last I'm back with my favorite pastime - observing , analyzing and deciphering life.
Just recently talking to someone i realized ' Oh Man! - you have a blog and you promised to be regular but it turned out that I too got too involved in the 'Moh- Maya' tasks of this world.
Well owing to a few good deeds , I might have done sometime back (these days I'm the paapi no. 1)and obviously the to the good wishes of family & friends , I got my dream Run - Tour de Japan.
Quite a nice experience , it just gave a new dimension to my thoughts ,damn disciplined people , huge respect for them , with this trip I made a promise to myself that my next turn would be with my family and that too ASAP.
Soon after coming back I was greeted with a minor accident (with God's grace my mother's new pleasure got only a few scratches) , learnt that speeding and overtaking can 'sometimes' be injurious to driving and then once again started - my hot affair with a femme-fatale , so what if that female was named Anopheles and she gifted me 'Plasmodium Vivax ' , nevertheless it just cost me to smell some high dose medicines with a loss of few kilos(this was positive actually - saved me from being a laughter subject at the hostel).
Then happened a Deja-Vu , which has been happening since the first sem. , it occurred to me that the current semester was the heaviest loaded one , so it was actually , but who cares ? neither do teachers nor do I.
Subsequently I broke my own and made new records of bun-'king' with my closest of friends giving a tough competition.
Consequently , after midsems - I was at the 'top' - when viewed normally( in one course) , and when viewed upside down (in two courses) , rest all were average.
Though I'm not so worried about that ,(after all to be a 'Baazigar' , first requisite is to screw few of the papers).
My mind is really perplexed these days...taking all the stress that I can handle so as to be cool at the CAT day.
Meanwhile , Ayodhya , CWG - all passed by. Loved CWG and for Indian media I have only one thing (..|..) , filthy people can't respect anything , they would cut their own head to generate news...I'm not going in the details now (If anyone wishes to debate , contact me personally).
All in all very happy with both the issues , CWG & Ayodhya both went well off. But theres a man I would kill if given a chance , horseshit flows in his veins, that idiot kalmadi , don't how much tax they would deduct from my first salary to make up for what he ate.
Circumstances are such that I don't even have the time to feel the seconds passing by ..Oh ! just remembered I completed 21 this year...officially now I can run and marry someone (definitely female)(sorry but this is the only one special privilege one gets at being 21) but time doesn't even permits this..(moreover there's no one out there) so its all CAT - CAT and meow.
Its very strange that I have managed to wake at 6 o'clock despite sleeping at 2.(dont think that I study , I brush , open the book & then my eyes open at 9 o'clock.)
Well jokes apart , From the heart ,I'm really feeling very lonely this time , luck is not going , just cant feel happiness around me , that Lively aura of me is missing somewhere...
I know its a temporary phase ,I'll overcome it 'but' ...this time I have no answer for this 'but'..
Hope things will be fine sooner than later. Seriously in need of an encouragement & damn good inspiration.
Its really absorbing , complexities have increased so have responsibilities , after all its 21 now , I desperately need the way out of this desert , but this time I don't have answers - and even worse I don't have the time to look for them.
Deep down in my mind , I know all this is just a starting , a trailer b'coz 'Picture Abhi Baaki Mere Dost' ...
'I'll Fight Back' and thats what I call the typical Siddharth's attitude.
Signing off
Fighter
